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Bedroom Walls

by Adptd

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1.
Are you still feeling lonely are you oh Did it make you feel empty like I do When you talk when you talk me down All I wanted was to give you everything Then you're gonna come back around Does it matter if you're leaving anyway Do you think of me Stayed awake just talking for hours The small things that made it feel real Three words that made me a coward The same three that you couldn't feel Now I lay here thinking for hours This cold bed seems empty until Will you sit there and argue will you no I can't take when you mean it do you When you leave can you let me leave All I needed was to stand and hold my ground Then I'm gonna come back around Does it matter if I'm leaving anyway Do you think of me Stayed awake just talking for hours The small things that made it feel real Three words that made me a coward The same three that you couldn't feel Now I lay here thinking for hours This cold bed seems empty until Stayed awake just talking for hours The small things that made it feel real Three words that made me a coward The same three that you couldn't feel Now I lay here thinking for hours This cold bed seems empty until
2.
Personal 03:09
I feel it creeping up from every side Like the sea comes to shore at night I know that soon it will be high tide Wave after wave oh God I tried It's now or never Take it or leave it oh Don't make it personal Maybe it's too late Maybe it's too late now Don't make it personal Don't make it personal Someone explain oh how I've come to feel This neglected pain I've locked all my best kept dreams away So much to say Dreams drift and fade It's now or never Take it or leave it oh Don't make it personal Maybe it's too late Maybe it's too late now Don't make it personal Don't make it personal I'm so tired from lack of restless sleep Cause black is all I see Breathe in breathe out I'm so tired from lack of restless sleep Cause black is all I see Breathe in breathe out It's now or never Take it or leave it oh Don't make it personal Maybe it's too late Maybe it's too late now Don't make it personal Don't make it personal Don't make it personal
3.
I'm taking back what I had To trade for something new and better Take this day take this year November I think it's something to remember October Can't stay won't stay This way forever Wasted knowing we won't get sober Wasted knowing I'm still high still trying Wasted knowing it's so hard to feel this This way forever Try living through these moments To find with only pain and anger I'll tear me down to waste away emotions With nothing left but desire inspire Can't stay won't stay This way forever Wasted knowing we won't get sober Wasted knowing I'm still high still trying Wasted knowing it's so hard to feel this This way forever So I packed all my things and Took one more drink and left what I knew I'm running I'm hiding it's always because of you It's all because of you I'm drowning in darkness It's all because of you we won't stay This way forever Wasted knowing we won't get sober Wasted knowing I'm still high still trying Wasted knowing it's so hard to feel this This way forever
4.
Yeah I know that you'll never change You come and go but you never stay I know there's nothing to say Cus these bedroom walls yeah they talk for me Yeah I know my intentions Are good but distressing You let me down I wanna get out I can't fix who I am You know I can't stand When you lie to me Yeah you lie to me You make me forget how to breathe my own oxygen aye Is this real or just make believe Am I lost again My life alone Yeah I know that you'll never change You come and go but you never stay I know there's nothing to say Cus these bedroom walls yea they talk for me Somehow I feel like I let you down Yeah somehow I feel like I've let you down I can't fix who I am I know you can't stand Somehow I feel like I let you down I can't fix who I am I know you can't stand I know you're in the somewhere But I can't pull you out if you won't let me Can't slow down my heart rate cause I know what's coming I know I know it's coming I know it's coming Yeah I know that you'll never change You come and go but you never stay I know there's nothing to say Cus these bedroom walls yea they talk for me Somehow I feel like I let you down Yeah somehow I feel like I've let you down And I know now you let me down Yeah I know that you'll never change You come and go but you never stay I know there's nothing to say Cus these bedroom walls yea they talk for me Somehow I feel like I let you down Yeah somehow I feel like I've let you down
5.
Scared 02:34
Don't wanna feel like all the hope is gone But you won't wake up when something's wrong Don't wanna feel afraid Of every flashing light that shines I wanna find a place to call my home Corruption lives inside my phone Don't wanna feel afraid I want you to Hear my voice Lemme say I could never find the words I could never feel this hate I'm tired of your formulations I'm tired of the pain If I don't care what you look like Why do you feel so scared at night If I don't care If I don't care Would you feel scared I can't escape from this I can't explain But the fear I live with everyday It feels so out of place And their eyes follow Every single step you take I could never find the words I could never feel this hate I'm tired of your formulations I'm tired of the pain If I don't care what you look like Why do you feel so scared at night If I don't care If I don't care Would you feel scared Where's the justice Where's the judge Where's the action Where's the love Why do you do this Why do you hide Why why Tell us why I could never find the words I could never feel this hate I'm tired of your formulations I'm tired of the pain If I don't care what you look like Why do you feel so scared at night If I don't care If I don't care Would you feel scared
6.
Yea I don't need no peace of mind I don't need anymore advice I just know deep down there's a light Inside of me God save me And there's a fire that's down below If I could only let myself go Who would I be when will I wake up Who would I be when will I wake up Time will tell I'm burning up Playing love me nots with myself Wondering when will you come save me Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole Ignite me cus I know I wanna risk it all There's something deep inside of me That I'm dying to set free Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole I wanna feel like myself I wanna know that I'm fine Cus the demons in side my head Say things that keep me up at night Suppressing my truth With all of these lies Telling myself to open my eyes And know who I am I know what I want To find inner peace With all of my heart Time will tell I'm burning up Playing love me nots with myself Wondering when will you come save me Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole Ignite me cus I know I wanna risk it all There's something deep inside of me That I'm dying to set free Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole Who would I be when will I wake up Who would I be when will I wake up Who would I be when will I wake up Who would I be when will I wake up Revive the soul Revive the soul Revive the soul Revive the soul Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole Ignite me cus I know I wanna risk it all There's something deep inside of me That I'm dying to set free Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole
7.
When the sun escapes the skies And I'm feeling so alive It's like I can breathe again A bittersweet sin I'm in But there's always some hypocrisy The way you act the way you think Makes me feel free again A feeling I will never miss If you're reaching out reach out to me The feelings hold and heal me Believe it or not Faith in me is all I got I'll bless up cause I'm a mess Dressed up in my Sunday's best Momma screaming here we go again What I call fear you call repent Father father hear me out Don't know if you're even there right now What will I say when all the lights go out Will I pray then Believe it or not Believe it or not If you're reaching out reach out to me The feelings hold and heal me Believe it or not Faith in me is all I got If' I'm losing sight then show me how I'll find the light inside me now Believe it or not The faith in me is all I got Peace and love to all that feel Like they don't know what's truly real Or do we hide behind what may be lies Or do we carry on If you're reaching out reach out to me The feelings hold and heal me Believe it or not Faith in me is all I got If' I'm losing sight then show me how I'll find the light inside me now Believe it or not The faith in me is all I got

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released February 25, 2022

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Adptd Phoenix, Arizona

Hailing from Phoenix, Az., but a Long Beach, Ca. native, Adptd draws her emotive and ambient, yet heavy musical sound from a love of 2000s emo rock, top 40 hits and the global musicians she has had the pleasure of working with over the years. Self-produced during isolation in the Adptd Headquarters (aka bedroom), the debut EP 'Bedroom Walls' reflects off the walls themselves. ... more

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