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Coward (feat. JONO)
03:38
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Are you still feeling lonely are you oh
Did it make you feel empty like I do
When you talk when you talk me down
All I wanted was to give you everything
Then you're gonna come back around
Does it matter if you're leaving anyway
Do you think of me
Stayed awake just talking for hours
The small things that made it feel real
Three words that made me a coward
The same three that you couldn't feel
Now I lay here thinking for hours
This cold bed seems empty until
Will you sit there and argue will you no
I can't take when you mean it do you
When you leave can you let me leave
All I needed was to stand and hold my ground
Then I'm gonna come back around
Does it matter if I'm leaving anyway
Do you think of me
Stayed awake just talking for hours
The small things that made it feel real
Three words that made me a coward
The same three that you couldn't feel
Now I lay here thinking for hours
This cold bed seems empty until
Stayed awake just talking for hours
The small things that made it feel real
Three words that made me a coward
The same three that you couldn't feel
Now I lay here thinking for hours
This cold bed seems empty until
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2. |
Personal
03:09
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I feel it creeping up from every side
Like the sea comes to shore at night
I know that soon it will be high tide
Wave after wave oh God I tried
It's now or never
Take it or leave it oh
Don't make it personal
Maybe it's too late
Maybe it's too late now
Don't make it personal
Don't make it personal
Someone explain oh how I've come to feel
This neglected pain
I've locked all my best kept dreams away
So much to say
Dreams drift and fade
It's now or never
Take it or leave it oh
Don't make it personal
Maybe it's too late
Maybe it's too late now
Don't make it personal
Don't make it personal
I'm so tired from lack of restless sleep
Cause black is all I see
Breathe in breathe out
I'm so tired from lack of restless sleep
Cause black is all I see
Breathe in breathe out
It's now or never
Take it or leave it oh
Don't make it personal
Maybe it's too late
Maybe it's too late now
Don't make it personal
Don't make it personal
Don't make it personal
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3. |
Stay (feat. WALWIN)
03:34
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I'm taking back what I had
To trade for something new and better
Take this day take this year November
I think it's something to remember October
Can't stay won't stay
This way forever
Wasted knowing we won't get sober
Wasted knowing I'm still high still trying
Wasted knowing it's so hard to feel this
This way forever
Try living through these moments
To find with only pain and anger
I'll tear me down to waste away emotions
With nothing left but desire inspire
Can't stay won't stay
This way forever
Wasted knowing we won't get sober
Wasted knowing I'm still high still trying
Wasted knowing it's so hard to feel this
This way forever
So I packed all my things and
Took one more drink and left what I knew
I'm running I'm hiding it's always because of you
It's all because of you
I'm drowning in darkness
It's all because of you we won't stay
This way forever
Wasted knowing we won't get sober
Wasted knowing I'm still high still trying
Wasted knowing it's so hard to feel this
This way forever
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4. |
Bedroom Walls
03:36
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Yeah I know that you'll never change
You come and go but you never stay
I know there's nothing to say
Cus these bedroom walls yeah they talk for me
Yeah I know my intentions
Are good but distressing
You let me down I wanna get out
I can't fix who I am
You know I can't stand
When you lie to me
Yeah you lie to me
You make me forget how to breathe my own oxygen aye
Is this real or just make believe
Am I lost again
My life alone
Yeah I know that you'll never change
You come and go but you never stay
I know there's nothing to say
Cus these bedroom walls yea they talk for me
Somehow I feel like I let you down
Yeah somehow I feel like I've let you down
I can't fix who I am I know you can't stand
Somehow I feel like I let you down
I can't fix who I am I know you can't stand
I know you're in the somewhere
But I can't pull you out if you won't let me
Can't slow down my heart rate cause
I know what's coming I know I know it's coming
I know it's coming
Yeah I know that you'll never change
You come and go but you never stay
I know there's nothing to say
Cus these bedroom walls yea they talk for me
Somehow I feel like I let you down
Yeah somehow I feel like I've let you down
And I know now you let me down
Yeah I know that you'll never change
You come and go but you never stay
I know there's nothing to say
Cus these bedroom walls yea they talk for me
Somehow I feel like I let you down
Yeah somehow I feel like I've let you down
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5. |
Scared
02:34
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Don't wanna feel like all the hope is gone
But you won't wake up when something's wrong
Don't wanna feel afraid
Of every flashing light that shines
I wanna find a place to call my home
Corruption lives inside my phone
Don't wanna feel afraid
I want you to
Hear my voice
Lemme say
I could never find the words
I could never feel this hate
I'm tired of your formulations
I'm tired of the pain
If I don't care what you look like
Why do you feel so scared at night
If I don't care
If I don't care
Would you feel scared
I can't escape from this
I can't explain
But the fear I live with everyday
It feels so out of place
And their eyes follow
Every single step you take
I could never find the words
I could never feel this hate
I'm tired of your formulations
I'm tired of the pain
If I don't care what you look like
Why do you feel so scared at night
If I don't care
If I don't care
Would you feel scared
Where's the justice
Where's the judge
Where's the action
Where's the love
Why do you do this
Why do you hide
Why why
Tell us why
I could never find the words
I could never feel this hate
I'm tired of your formulations
I'm tired of the pain
If I don't care what you look like
Why do you feel so scared at night
If I don't care
If I don't care
Would you feel scared
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6. |
Revive the Soul
04:06
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Yea I don't need no peace of mind
I don't need anymore advice
I just know deep down there's a light
Inside of me God save me
And there's a fire that's down below
If I could only let myself go
Who would I be when will I wake up
Who would I be when will I wake up
Time will tell
I'm burning up
Playing love me nots with myself
Wondering when will you come save me
Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole
Ignite me cus I know I wanna risk it all
There's something deep inside of me
That I'm dying to set free
Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole
I wanna feel like myself
I wanna know that I'm fine
Cus the demons in side my head
Say things that keep me up at night
Suppressing my truth
With all of these lies
Telling myself to open my eyes
And know who I am
I know what I want
To find inner peace
With all of my heart
Time will tell
I'm burning up
Playing love me nots with myself
Wondering when will you come save me
Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole
Ignite me cus I know I wanna risk it all
There's something deep inside of me
That I'm dying to set free
Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole
Who would I be when will I wake up
Who would I be when will I wake up
Who would I be when will I wake up
Who would I be when will I wake up
Revive the soul
Revive the soul
Revive the soul
Revive the soul
Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole
Ignite me cus I know I wanna risk it all
There's something deep inside of me
That I'm dying to set free
Find me cus I've fallen down a rabbit hole
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7. |
Believe It Or Not
03:15
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When the sun escapes the skies
And I'm feeling so alive
It's like I can breathe again
A bittersweet sin I'm in
But there's always some hypocrisy
The way you act the way you think
Makes me feel free again
A feeling I will never miss
If you're reaching out reach out to me
The feelings hold and heal me
Believe it or not
Faith in me is all I got
I'll bless up cause I'm a mess
Dressed up in my Sunday's best
Momma screaming here we go again
What I call fear you call repent
Father father hear me out
Don't know if you're even there right now
What will I say when all the lights go out
Will I pray then
Believe it or not
Believe it or not
If you're reaching out reach out to me
The feelings hold and heal me
Believe it or not
Faith in me is all I got
If' I'm losing sight then show me how
I'll find the light inside me now
Believe it or not
The faith in me is all I got
Peace and love to all that feel
Like they don't know what's truly real
Or do we hide behind what may be lies
Or do we carry on
If you're reaching out reach out to me
The feelings hold and heal me
Believe it or not
Faith in me is all I got
If' I'm losing sight then show me how
I'll find the light inside me now
Believe it or not
The faith in me is all I got
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Adptd Phoenix, Arizona
Hailing from Phoenix, Az., but a Long Beach, Ca. native, Adptd draws her emotive and ambient, yet heavy musical sound from a love of 2000s emo rock, top 40 hits and the global musicians she has had the pleasure of working with over the years. Self-produced during isolation in the Adptd Headquarters (aka bedroom), the debut EP 'Bedroom Walls' reflects off the walls themselves. ... more
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